Example sentences of "that i had " in BNC.

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1 I later realized that I had posed during a crucial period , and the tiny bronzes that resulted ( for that size prevailed ) continue daily to touch me .
2 But I do not mean to suggest either , he wrote , that it was all waiting and no doing , all sitting and no action , for though it was impossible to tell when the beginning would come , indeed , he wrote , there could not have been a real beginning if it had been possible to tell , for if it had been possible to tell that would have meant that there had already been a beginning , no , wrote Harsnet ( typed Goldberg ) , occasionally things were done , work was begun , though it was soon abandoned , it added up to nothing , it only showed me that I had been mistaken in thinking that I had indeed started .
3 But I do not mean to suggest either , he wrote , that it was all waiting and no doing , all sitting and no action , for though it was impossible to tell when the beginning would come , indeed , he wrote , there could not have been a real beginning if it had been possible to tell , for if it had been possible to tell that would have meant that there had already been a beginning , no , wrote Harsnet ( typed Goldberg ) , occasionally things were done , work was begun , though it was soon abandoned , it added up to nothing , it only showed me that I had been mistaken in thinking that I had indeed started .
4 Yet it was as though that night , in the moonlight , in the silence , as though even the work , the months of steady labour , had only been an illusion , only the dream of work , the dream of progress , and I had not even begun and never would begin , though at different moments in my life I might have had the illusion that I had begun and even , perhaps , finished .
5 Only the vague sensation that I had , once .
6 This noticeboard had already played a significant part in my life : nearly thirty years before then it had displayed the result of my own first degree ( second-class honours ) ; a few years later had come the perfunctory notice saying my doctoral thesis had been accepted by the college ; and shortly after that an even briefer note to the effect that I had joined the teaching staff .
7 I stayed for a while about twenty paces away from the platform barrier , numbed by the realization that I had fallen at the first hurdle .
8 Without really still thinking that I had any chance of success , I went back down to the Circle Line and journeyed on to Liverpool Street .
9 It was the feeling that I had survived , and that maybe , with help , I was going to continue to survive .
10 The extraordinary piece of good fortune that I had been given was the opportunity to fight it my way .
11 For one thing , I was extremely lucky in that the winter during which I was homeless was apparently the mildest this country has had for twenty years ( though it was quite cold enough for me ) and that was by no means the only remarkable piece of good fortune that I had .
12 It was n't that I was being purposely unfriendly , it was just that I had decided that my best chance of survival lay in my being as unobtrusive as possible .
13 In fact , I saw from the station clock that I had timed my arrival just about perfectly .
14 I pointed out that I had not been to the polytechnic , but had been to Durham University on a scholarship — only the second the force had been awarded .
15 Immediately I was instructed that I had had the good fortune to be posted to ‘ the division where real polising is done … ’
16 In that same year I was posted to South Shields on the south bank of the River Tyne and quickly became aware that I had an enormous burden to carry , simply because I had spent all of my previous service on ‘ the other side of the river ’ .
17 He 'd expected it , he added , since he noticed that I had my own plate and cup at work , and bought tea for whoever was sitting with me .
18 But it did blunt the tool quite easily and sharpening was needed more often that I had thought likely , though this walnut was extremely hard .
19 As a consequence I really wish that I had spent the extra money and bought a slightly better machine .
20 I gave thanks that I had time and energy to simply enjoy and absorb .
21 ‘ I decided that I had to put the headmaster in a position to answer and it was this problem that worried me most — more than the outrageous charges against myself and the effect on my family .
22 But it was absolutely clear to me then that I had n't the political antennae , the political flair .
23 What is incontrovertible is only that I had it , not that it was caused by anything ‘ out there ’ beyond my experience .
24 She asked me whether I 'd taken the cat to the vet , and I admitted that I had n't .
25 On Wednesday I met Mrs Matthews in the street and she asked if I 'd taken the cat to the vet and I admitted that I had n't .
26 These Normandy mosquitoes were the largest and most persistent that I had ever encountered .
27 It had just crossed my mind that I had not had my boots off since the evening of the 4th June and it was now 8th June .
28 One very important thing that I had noticed since we landed in Normandy five days ago was that no one had any problem with insomnia. quite the reverse .
29 I felt a strong feeling of nausea as I realised that I had put my hand through the chest of a dead British soldier that could have been lying in the ditch for several days .
30 The dead German sitting with his back to the wall that I had passed earlier on had slipped from his position , and was now lying with his blond head in the ditch .
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